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You said you didn't mind it
I think that you're lying
We should just move past all of this
You lose sleep, because you're up crying
You're ok, but you're lying
In bed with no one else there
Except misery
Death waits for no one
So you better be ready
Don't wait for anyone
And soon enough you will see
Life has a meaning
So you better mean it
Don't let the demons in your head determine how you're feeling
You got dumped by you're girlfriend
You're struggling just to pay rent
I'm not sad, but i'm almost there
That car that you're driving
You know, that it's dying
But it can take you far from here
It's so far away
But it's some place id rather be
CHORUS
Im lost in these thoughts that wont stop
I guess i'm not okay
At least not today
it's not my fault I guess i am just a little fucked
But i'm not giving up
CHORUS
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Long Thoughts
03:13
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It was cold on a Saturday when you left me all alone
Left me broke and torn afraid, with no where else to go
Distractions just to keep you off my mind
And i practice, for the right amount of time
Long thoughts that keep me up all night
Toss and turn because i don't know what is right
Im not okay right now, but maybe someday i might
Need to get up and see whats out there
Now you're out of my life, and i have the space to grow
For the first in a long time, i would rather be alone
And i hope he's better than i ever could've been
Cause i swore to myself i would never fall for you again
Chorus
Solo
Chorus x2
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Head Vs. Heart
03:19
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How am I supposed to process
All of those signs that I misread
Wish I could find a way to stop this
But my heart is at war with my head
How am i supposed to feel this way again
When i cant seem to get you out of my head
Guess its better off if i spend this time alone
Cause i'll wanna call you but its best if i dont
Its gonna take some time
To realize..
That i want you back in every sort of way
And I cant pick out which words to say
My mind it tells me no , but my heart knew long ago
That you're the one who makes me lose control
I always see your face when im with someone new
I try to hide the fact but it tears me in two
Its not that simple to just get you off my mind
My brain it sees these things, but my heart is blind
Its gonna take some time to realize
That my clouded mind can turn to clear skies
Chorus
And i want you back x2
Chorus x2
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Thinking Of You
04:09
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Im broken now
Theres no way in hell
That im giving up on you
I know what ive done
And i cant say its fun
But i cant help thinking of you
What we had was special
But i messed it up
Next time ill be careful
How i try to love
No matter what I was going through
My mind would always race back to you
No matter what the people said
Id lie alone in my own bed
Thinking of you
Where are you now
Cause here feels like hell
And I dont know what to do
Id hear a sad song and id sing along
But i cant help thinking of you
Chorus
Thinking of all the times we'd talk all night
and when you told me you'd be alright
And i would'nt mind if i was a little tired
As long as i could see you smile
And when he didnt treat you right you know id be there right by your side
Chorus
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Annamaria Dr.
03:04
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Call up my friends
The ones i grew up with
Meet at the mailbox
And decide what were doing
Play some manhunt
On a summer day
Until were out of breathe
With no words to say
This is where i grew up
This is where i made mistakes , found out what it takes to know
If i'm good enough , gonna call that bluff
Its never easy, to leave where i once was
Its these streets that made me who I am today
Fall in love again
With the girl next door
Build up the confidence
That i've been waiting for
Finally get a chance
What i've been dreaming of
Puke up all my love
Screw the whole thing up
Bash my fucking head
On a sewer plate
Was legally dead
Guess heaven had to wait
Chorus
Its these streets that made me, all that i could be
It made me believe, that things were easy
Even when im far gone, my heart will be drawn
Back to the place that I call my home
Chorus x 2
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I'd wait outside for hours, you'd never seem to care
But when i needed you, you'd have no time to spare
But when i was at my worst
Guess who wasn't there
I wasted all this time , took this long to see
That your commitments gone, its so hard to believe
That when friends say they have your back
Honesty is what they all lack
You make plans don't commit to them
Disappear in the end while you call yourself my friend
Its nice to know i'm like a faded trend, a simple text to send
I guess I am alone in this world
You'll as me where i've been, ill say i'm all alone
I'd rather sleep all day then be on my fucking phone
In a town thats not on the map
Gives me reasons not to comeback
Like everyone i grew up with
Who i never see now
Packed and left for college
Left me in this small town
Chorus
We watched you fade away
Burdened what we create
The victim left their home
Leave this town or rot alone
There must be nothing there
A search for a passion that we once shared
To help a friend of mine
A lended hand is a waste of time
You broke my trust again, why did i let you in
You swore you were my friend but now that is broken
I think its time to go , Id rather be alone
Why don't you save me time and get the fuck out of here
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